Curtailed Quota

3:48pm: Oh yeah~!!! Who passed all her classes this past semester? CHARIE DID~!!!! TAKE THAT, FRIGGIN HISTORY~!!! I PWNED UR ASS~!!! XD

Though I need to study japanese this summer... Can't forget for next semester... ;_; Is gonna be a long summer... Ah well~. Should be fun~!!! I can't wait~!! I wanna bonfire... >_>

3:31pm: I'm not even working yet and I still hate my job... -_-

On the plus side... Schoooooool's out for summer~!!!

Woohoo~!!! XD

... Hope I didn't fail any classes...



Now... Time to go try to use bout 70 bucks worth of points... Then play more maple story... Then grab shit and run to bros... Then drink, party, crash... Attend graduation... Potentially attend birthday party... -_- Then HOME~!! I need some friggin home cooked food...


Ja ne~!

8:14pm: DLing offa high speed internet~!!! WHOO~!!! XD

Yay X Japan~!! -^^-

2:00pm: Hist final essay... DONE~!!! All I have left is my french final on monday and my japanese written final on wed. WOOHOO~!!!! Then I get to go home and have a REAL MEAL~!!!! XD *goes crazy with excitement*
AND~! My da is coming up on monday~. ^^ He's really only coming to get my fridge and anything else I wanna send down with him... But still~! I get to see my da~!!! XD And Em's comin up on tuesday~. I have people who love me and wanna come outta their way to visit~!!! Yay~!!! XD

Kay. Now to find a stupid mailbox... I've never been there before. Dunno where the mailboxes are... Blarg. Then to watch anime all night long~!!! wOOt~!!! Sainukoku Monogatari here I come~!!!!

11:58am: That's it. I am officially going to go kill myself. I thought I did better on my second history exam... Turns out, I did worse. At this point in time... I'm just completely devastated. Yes. I used that word. Call me fucking dramatic. That's what it feels like. Because I tried... I thought I passed... I thought I did better... This fucking exam was worth 20% of my grade... At this point... I don't know if I'm passing history... Kinda puts a dampen on things... I don't even wanna continue with the rest of my day. I still have my exam in linguistics... Then I have a paper for french to write tonight... Then I have to study for my japanese oral... Which, I'm probably gonna fail~. At this point, I may break down and cry in front of mira sensei...


Wait... I -did- do better than last time... I got 60% last time... 67% this time. Joy. Fuck it. I hate history. Thanks a lot, professor. You made me hate my favorite class from high school.

Well... I still have the paper... If I ace that... I don't care how silly it sounds. I still have hope~. *forces self to breathe*


Still... I don't think I'm meant to be a student... I hate studying... I usually have to force myself to do so... usually the night before an exam. I hate exams... But I guess there aren't too many people who like em... Whatever. I'm just sick of school at the moment.

*sigh* Ling final, here I come...

*is depressed*

6:05pm: Well that didn't work...
Sat down to study some history... Lasted about 10 mins. Dammit... This exam is not gonna be pretty... Skipped the last day of class, fell asleep just about every other day... Yeah~.

Wish me luck~!! This one's gonna need it... -_-

*chews on potatoe chips*

11:12pm: As it turns out... God doesn't hate me. I just hate/do this to myself.




But at least this got me right~!! ^^

Fuck it. I'm just gonna email inoue-sensei tomorrow... maybe try to beg her to look at my thing like... at the end of this week or something... I have no idea... Fuggin school~!!!! ARG~!!!! *rips hair out*

10:30pm: God hates me. That's the only explanation I have. These last few weeks... OH MY GOD. I'm dying... I hate school... The money... the classes... the people... And I missed my friggin court date... -_- I coulda sworn it was for next weekend but, lo and behold~... it was yesterday. Me a few minutes ago, upon discovering peril... "... ... Fuck."

But... All that means is that this week will be very tight...


Schedule:

Tonight: Try to work more on essay type thing for japanese...

Tomorrow: Morning, catch up on some french... after french class, do japanese hw...
Night, study like mad for history and linguistics. Fucking exams... BOTH tomorrow...

Tuesday: Morning... Wake up god aweful early, study more for exams... hell, there might be another all nighter coming... Night, after exams... crash/nap... Then wake up and study for japanese oral exam... Dear god, please help me with that one... ;_;

Wednesday: Morning... go to french... Study like mad for japanese oral exam... Dear god... Please... This little peon is suffering... ;_;


That's it for like exams and all... There's also a french essay thing due sometime this week... That'll be a breeze~. Not too worried about that... And then I have to find time to get down to the dover courthouse... -_- It's actually not that bad when I lay things out like this... The only thing is... I missed classes on thursday... That kinda screws me cuz... Thursday, there was still shit being taught in history. And lucky me, it was shit that had no readings~. So I couldn't catch up that way even if I wanted to~. And she's not giving out IDs or anything... So she may have given those out in class~. ;_; Linguistics... That was probably a review day... Not too much missed... I could probably go over the shit I know and be decent... Only thing about that is... I missed a video on godknowswhen... And I think questions from that are gonna be on the exam... Well, as far as that goes, I can just friggin guess~.

Whatever... I'm getting tired of stressing... This isn't gonna kill me~. Noo~.

*keeps telling self that*

2:18pm: Blarg
I'm so nauseated right now... -_- And I'm ill. And I have to work tonight. And I have LOTS of japanese to do. As in, the last hw page in the workbook (wOOt~!), and the paragraph thing we're posed to prewrite for the final... *sigh* I might try to do that at work tonight. Heh. We'll see how far that goes~. *has brought bookbag full of hw to work for past few weeks... hasn't done jack*

Ah well. I feel ill... Time to put something in tummy...

PS: I forgot to say... Had french oral exam today. I'm pretty sure I passed. With like an A. Jouzu da kara~. XD Even though that's another language... Whatever~! But my poor partner... He was getting lectured by the professor at the end of the oral~. XD I stayed there and listened for about 5 mins, after which I slowly slipped out the door... It was more like a creeping~. XD

Anyhoo... Gotta write my japanese paper~!!! AGH~! Gotta work too... ;_; *sigh* Another night of like no sleep~. DOUSHITE, KAMI-SAMA?! Because you're a slacker. Kuso... -_-

On a brighter side... Heh. Was slacking earlier today... But anyhoo~! I figured out that Kaoru's last name... Kamiya... It means house of god~. wOOt~!!! XD

*goes back to... slacking... then work*

1:33am: I haven't posted in a few days... What's up with me?

Schoolwise:

French: Haven't signed up for oral exams. I was absent that day~. They're this wednesday. I'm supposed to do it with a partner... which is whack... -_- But whatever... Final exam is 21st. I think there's a paper as well... Whatever. I'll look into it tomorrow.

Japanese: I'm so screwed.

History: Eh... Kinda screwed there as well.

Ling: Actually pretty good~. Cept for that stupid movie I skipped out on on tuesday...


Fuck. School sux. I just want everything to end already. -_-

But work is decent~. Done on wednesday~!!! XD Yay~!!! I'ma celebrate~. But not too much... Cuz I gotta study... -_- *sigh* Like... two and half more weeks... Two weeks of classes then some finals... That's all... That's all...

1:33pm: Blarg...
That last drink last night... -_- Ugh. I'm not feeling too good today... skipped french this morning, would have skipped history too if not for the stupid map test. Which, there were only like a handful of ID's I wasn't able to find... and of course, they were on the test~. -_- And I would have skipped ling as well... but I already skipped that on tuesday~. Cuz I decided to come back to the room and sleep. Which I did. Lots. And still didn't get enough rest.

But anyhoo... What the hell was I gonna say? In between classes now... It was freaky~. I was having like chest pains again... in ling class this time~. Cept this chest pain was like right where my heart is~. Yeah~. Stress is not healthy... I need to put a halt on drinking til I'm done with school... Or at least do it on the weekend... -_- Ah well. Time to study for japanese quiz~!! That which I didn't study AT ALL for last night or... at all this week, really... Maybe I can email inoue sensei and tell her I was having chest pains... Which it's still kinda there... not nearly as strong as it was when I was in class... I was almost on the verge of tears... If this continues throughout the afternoon, I might have to go to the doctor... Cept crap... I don't have my insurance card... -_-

I hope I don't die soon... It'd be nice to at least finish this semester... *le sigh*

7:26pm: ... Fuck me. -_- I still have linguistics... And it's proving to be harder than all the others~. Could be cuz I didn't go to class on thursday... but those days are usually just like recap days~. Another option could be cuz it's the last ling assignment... -_- Either way... AHHH~!!! I still have to study for my two other exams... ;_; Not to mention japanese hw as well... And I'm tired as hell too... *cry*

I'm screwed. Which one is more important? I think I'm closer to failing history... so that one takes precedence~. Ling... Yeah. I already missed one assignent. So no.

OMG... *goes to try to work again* I'll probably be back freaking out in another hour or so.

PS: Least the icon makes me feel like I can take it all on~. ^^


Edit: This is fucking ridiculous... I'm beginning to hate linguistics. I've been at this for like... 3 or 4 hours now. THREE OR FOUR FUCKING HOURS. DAMMIT, I HATE YOU KID~!!!! ><

Edit #2: So ling assignment is done~. Now on history~. It is about 4:15 am. I'm taking a short maybe 5 minute break to ease my brain. I still have... like 30 IDs. Then the essay to think out. Then the map IDs. After that... I can move on to french. After that, if I'm lucky enough to finish within a few hours, I can give myself a reward of a short nap. After which, I shall rouse myself to study more french, then take that exam. THEN, I return to my room. Study more for history, take that exam. I think I'll hang around ling long enough to hand in my assignment... Then I might skip~. I'll be like... I'm so sorry to be doing this but... I just pulled an all nighter last night and I need some sleeeeeep~. Which will be a complete fabrication. Because I'll use that time to do my japanese homework, that which could not be completed tonight.

So HA. So little time... But at least the plan sounds good~. Ahahaha. *weak laugh* And listening to Clint Mansell's "Requiem for a Dream"... I guess it does help... the first 50 times maybe.

Ciao. Back to work. Well, potty first.. then work. I should take another caffeine pill... Hope I don't get sick...



Edit #3: 5:15 am

Around late 700s, Japan was starting to pull away from emulating the Chinese government. At this time, the Tang Dynasty was in command~. Not as badass as the Song Dynasty, but it was still its predecessor~. But anyhoo... While China was in the middle of the Tang Dynasty, Japan decided to move its shit to a different location and basically isolate itself~. No more emissaries to China~. The Emperor started losing power here cuz the noble families interbred themselves with the royal family, thus giving them power~. At this time was when the official samurai came into play. Back then, they were practically hired help. Higher up families had it easy cuz apparently since they were like close to the government, they didn't have to pay taxes. The way the poor people dealt with this is they "sold" their land to these people, but still got to work on it. Basically... it's cheaper to have the deed under another name~. This caused Japan to be very... isolated even amongst their own people. Enter samurai. Hired guns to help protect their patrons~.
But... the point of this little update/edit thing... Pg 303... "Bonds of loyalty were also quite strong among members of the samurai class, and homosexuality was common."
Yet another reason why Japan is friggin awesome~. XD
Ah... Gotta get my kicks somewhere... *goes to continue studying* I need another caffeine pill... And I don't think I've been spelling that word right all night...


Edit #4: 5:30 am

I take that back... Song Dynasty sucked. Tang all the way~. :P

Edit #5: 6 am

Fuck this. I'm taking a nap. -_- I'll study french when I wake up, look at more ID's if I have time, then study the maps between classes.

Edit #6: 10 am

French is done. -_- I dun give a fuck how I did. I just need to make it through history... Then I can hand in my ling assignment and leave... Worst case scenario, I'll skip japanese again... But that's if I'm like puking, passed out, ect... Physically unable to go to class~. I'm seriously considering not doing the hw though... That depends how I feel later on~. Me in french class a moment ago? My limbs were shaking and my lips were trembling. Seriously. My limbs shake all the time... But the lips~. That kinda freaks me out... Plus the fact that as I was walking to class, I had these like lung pains~. Like a blunt object being shoved in my lung~. Now... I'm friggin tired. But not about to pass out yet... Plus, I need to go over my ID's... and my map ID's... And my essay again...

And I have to pay off the school sometime in the near future... Fuck it. They can get it tomorrow~. -_-

*resists urge to throw up* I'm never doing this again...

Edit #7: It is now... almost noon. And I am done with my exams for the day~. Whew. I'm still tired as hell... I'ma try to do my japanese hw now so I can take a nap after I turn in my ling... Shit. Forget that. I don't have enough time... I think I'ma bs right now~. Perhaps at least see what the hw was... I hope it's a kanji sheet... So I can be like... I dun have it~!!! Heh. It would just be a good excuse to take a nap when I get back~. Ah well... We'll see~.

2:00am: A good reason why you should not go home on the weekends... Cuz you have to come back~. -_- I DUN LIKE SCHOOL NE MORE~!!! WAH~!!! *cries like baby*


Things to do tomorrow:

Japanese hw
Study for French exam (tuesday)
Study for History exam (tuesday)
Linguistics assignment


NUU~!!!! *rips hair out*


.... Ooh... Pretty icon... ^^

10:03am: Goddammit...
Fucking french. I hate that class. Okay, so there was this quiz today. The syllabus and the profs both said it was on vocab... It was on friggin verbs. -_- NOT let mots~. Fuckers... I studied for the regular words... and I forgot how to conjugate the verbs. So now there's another friggin piss poor grade. I really do know this shit... It's just... This class is at the ass crack of dawn... And I can't think straight before at least like noon~. -_- I AM NOT A MORNING PERSON~! MORNINGS SUCK ASS~!! And not the good kind.

Yeah. So FUCK YOU french. Cuz you're pissin me off. -_- I will NEVER EVER AGAIN take a class this early in the friggin morning. NO. Not if I have to work as well... It just doesn't work~.

It just pisses me off that they said study the vocab... and friggin conjugations aren't on the friggin vocab... -_- WHAT THE FUCK, MAN?!

I'ma be irked about this for some time to come... Oh yes~. For the principle of the matter. Because I'm friggin tired, I got up early so I could study for shit, and... I just friggin hate that class, dammit~!!

Now to study for another quiz I'm most likely going to fail... I'm so fucking optimistic today~. I need a fucking nap... -_- I should skip something... If I skip history, then I'll have to read... DAMMIT~!!! Maybe I'll skip linguistics then... Yeah, that sounds good to me. Because fuck it. That's why.

/rant

11:58pm: Woohoo~!!! It' midnight~!!! I have yet to complete linguistics assignment... due tomorrow morning~!!!! Well... afternoon, really... But I have to have it done by morning~. Cuz I have classes~. ;_; I hates my linguistics assignemnts... They're easy as hell usually... but they take up time~. Time I could be catching up on my smut~!!!! ARGH~!! IT JUST GOT GOOD, DAMMIT~!!!! ><

Ah well... Least I got my french hw done in time... It was due today... hopefully by midnight... I sent it in like 10 mins ago~. XD Took me like 2 mins to do~. Hehe. I hate that class... I always overthink things~.

Now to kick, scream, bitch, whine, moan... fore actually doing ling assignment... *le sigh*


On another note... WORK SUCKS.

9:34am: XD
So I'm pullin a study in the last... half hour before class quiz? Like I usually do for french~. Cept this quiz is an in class essay... -_- I hate those fucking things~. And yes. I use the f word when describing them. I'm not good at em~. I suck. It annoys me that profs insist on doing things this way. Perhaps I should go to them and be like... yeah, I suck~. They tell you to do that, but will they really listen? Pft. Yeah. -_-

But anyway... Reason why I got on~. Hehe. A part of the french vocab this chapter is a little phrase... Je m'en fiche~. It means "I don't give a damn." XD And I just love it more cuz it's in the chapter called "l'ecole" aka "school." XD Yup. That's right~.


EDIT: ... The friggin paper in french today? Yeah. Open book. That class is just gonna kill me~. -_-

On a brighter note... Desislava and Azis make me wanna learn bulgarian. ^^ At least I think that's what they're singing in... Heh~.

7:13pm: ~I believe in the madness called now~
Yes. X Japan has the rock ballads down~. Friggin 28 minutes long... And this might not even be the full version~. Somebody was saying online like 35 minutes... Oo But yeah... Awesome song~. I love da ballads~! And X Japan is just awesome too~. And they're touring again!!!!! UWAH~!!!! I wanna go to their concert SOOO BAD. I'd like sell my soul to go. Or maybe my friend's firstborn child... She already sold mine in order to go~. ^^ I wanna see them, DEG, MUCC... I'd like to go see Miyavi too... Just to see if he'd make out with his guitarist. :3 Probably not in america... But you never know~!! A person can hope~!!

Uhn... Time to go collapse and die in bed~. I'm just so tired... *feels like zombie*

On a side note... Yay for banging on pianos~!!!!! XD

11:31pm: Today's food menu: fries and a strawberry milk for lunch, bout half a cake (homemade) apple juice and black cherry soda for dinner. OMG... My stomach... >< And I have to write an essay for french... Due tomorrow~. Have no idea what I'm doing~. No idea what's needed... Sides that, I really just don't wanna do it~. *sigh* I'll get to it in an hour or so... Fuck that. I'm too busy being lazy.

Seven Samurai? Was that the name of the movie? It was pretty cool~. Made better by random gay/sarcastic jokes. XD

1:15am: Whelp. It was bound to happen sooner or later. Charie got pulled over on the way back upstate tonight. Yup. He clocked me at 84 in a 65... Lucky me, he was a relatively nice guy. He knocked it down to 74, which means I apparently don't get points on my license... Cuz it was under 10 over the speed limit. BUT. I didn't have my updated insurance card on me... Plus, my license is expired. Cuz I JUST turned 21. But yeah. He might have just felt bad because when he first pulled me over, he was like... didn't I pull you over recently? Cuz you look damn familiar... Yeah. -_- And after making me wait an ungodly amount of time, he came back up to my window and was like... Good news and bad news. Good news, I didn't pull you over recently. Meanwhile I was thinking, well I already knew that... But whatever. I just need to get my license renewed and pick up my insurance card before my court date and that should be good... Then all that's left is the speeding part. Which he said would be a 50$ fine. Which I can deal with. Especially since I got that loan... Thank god. I just need to submit all my info. Either way, I'ma be runnin around all day tomorrow. *le sigh*

Yup. And my pride is still battling my sense of justice. Like I said, it was bound to happen~. Though for a few months I'ma be one of those goody goody drivers. ^^ Heh. But it was funny. When I was pulled over, the police officer asked me if there was a reason why I was speeding... I was like... Not one you'd accept. ^^ Yay for menial triumphs. Though not really... Ah well.

Oyasumi


Edit: Yay~! DMV is only about 15 mins away from the school~! So sayeth mapquest. Which really, it'll probably take me closer to 30 mins. What with baka pedestrians aimlessly wandering in the middle of the streets. -_- SO. To the DMV~! After class... Hope it's not too utterly crowded... After DMV, then ling assignment... After that... SMUT~!!! XD

9:22am: Ignoring the previous entry... Today's my b day~!! And I have my oral exam for japanese today... -_- Ugh. That's not gonna be pretty. Seriously. I exaggerate a lot. But not now. I'm screwed. It's what I get for not studying over spring break~. Dammit... -_-

KUSO~!!!!

I'll be so glad when this weekend comes~. After this stupid exam and the stupid history journals... If we get a loan for this semester, I'm cutting down my work hours again. Because I hate that place. It's the spawn of satan.

Now on to the misery of attempted cramming. With french somewhere in between.

6:44pm: I think I'm officially sick of myself. Literally sick. But that could be that I'm getting sick as well... Damn you, mother and father~! For passing your diseases~!

But yes. Perhaps I'm watching a delusion growing inside my mind. Perhaps there are signs everywhere, signs to point out deterioration. Like flowing honey... sweet with the seductive reasoning of rotting bone.

Dammit... -_- The only way to change thought...

Running running... Distraction... Misdirection. All possible. People hurt. Bleeding; a term used for physicality and mentality. Hearts bleed. Noses bleed. Hands carry the blood. Misdirection. Look, he's hurting now. I won't have to see myself in his eyes anymore. Perhaps he'll just leave.

Or maybe... Stuck in a blender, toyed with tiny blades scratching the surface scars over and over.

But why... why is it... Why does it feel so close? Why does it matter?

Because the more a person acts a fool, the more the person becomes. Eyes are always watching... Forever... No matter how alone you feel... how alone you look... how alone you wish you could be... Your stalker is always watching. Waiting for you to slip. Waiting to enter the open window... Waiting to sneak up behind you. Waiting for your hitched breath... your slightly hastened pulse... your hands to begin shaking...

Damn... I guess I deserve the name.

Sometimes I wonder... Deserve. I hate that word. Everything it represents. Whatever I give, I get something of equal value back. If I study, I deserve to pass. If I kiss, I deserve to be kissed. If I lie, I deserve to be lied to. If I kill, I deserve to be killed.

Or perhaps that's just karma?


Just one thing I wanna know... Where the f**k did this come from? *sigh* At this point, I don't even care what the cause is. It almost sounds fun... Scratching yourself raw...

Show me what it's like to be set free... Would be nice~. To know that humans truly live.


Time to go throw up in a trash can... Feel like I'ma be sick... -_- Even sensei stopped the group from talking today to ask if I was okay... Damn. I didn't think my problems were that visible.

And fuck random internet people. Cept for goat boy. You're awesome~.

9:47pm: I have my puter back~!!! It's a little faster... Cuz I deleted this program that was taking up way too much damn cpu usage. -_- It's better, but I still need to delete more programs... *sigh* But now... I'm friggin tired as hell... I need to do my hw... French, japanese... ling... But I can't find my ling assign anywhere... -_- It's nonexistent~!! Either that or she took it down to screw the people who waited til the night before to do it. In which case, FUCK YOU, BITCH~!!! ><

Now... I should take a shower... I haven't bathed since sat night... I feel dirty... Plus, it SHOULD wake me up even just a little...

Anyhoo... Yay for free food n cake~!!! ^^


Edit: Just got outta the shower and... OMG, I'm molting. -_- Sittin here just peeling the skin offa my hands~. The good thing about this? The skin underneath is pretty~. ^^ Bad thing? I can't get all the old skin off... -_- Ah well.

And damn. I'm still friggin tired... Nuuu~!!!! I'll never get my work done... Especially since I can't find my ling assignment... still. -_- Whatever. I can still do french and japanese. *doesn't wanna*

10:02am: And charie is skipping her first day of french after break!! Joy of joys. It's cuz I feel sick... I'm worried about finaid... and I really wanna read more of my yaoi ficcy~. ^^ It's good!!! I should be working on my japanese thing that I haven't finished yet... But no~. Maybe I can ask mo chan to copy offa hers... Wonder if she'd let me... Probably not~. *sigh* Hai, hai. I know. It's my fault for waiting this long~. I still have a few hours left~.

Man... I'm tired, I'm hungry, and I feel like I'ma be sick... Yay. I'm officially back at school~. ^^

6:03pm: This is why hotmail sucks. I got one of those stupid delivery failure notifications of a failed email~. Or whatever the hell it's called... Just got the thing today~. Wanna know when I tried to send it? I can't tell because it has today's date on it, but I'm pretty damn sure this thing is from at least like 2 years ago. If setsuna still glances at this journal, yeah. It's an email I was trying to send to you~. About character's looks an' all. Hmm... Maybe it wasn't 2 years ago... At least 1 though~.

Friggin hotmail SUX~!

*happy for any excuse not to think of school* Because this one is currently HOMELESS. Yeah, that's right. I was freaking out last night though... Today... I guess I'm better~. I think I'm just gonna stay with friends for a few days till I can get things straightened out. I hope that my parents can take out a loan... That's about what I need~. Like... 6500~. I have like 900 in my bank~. Gas is KILLING ME. I have a credit card now that will help with the gas... I shoulda gotten it earlier though~. I just need to get through this semester... Next won't be so bad~. *tells self whilst gnawing own arms off* But seriously... I won't have to pay for food or room~. Well... I won't have to pay for THEIR food or THEIR room. I'll probably pay like 300 a month for rent and then the rest I can probably just live offa ramen~. Hell. I'm a broke ass friggin college student. Ramen will be my savior~. Perhaps I could build a shrine... *shirks from god's wrath* Heh. Mehbeh not~. ^^

*taking things in relative stride* Whew. I feel so much better now than yesterday... I wasn't feeling too good yesterday... Didn't eat much, felt nauseated... Light headed... Had the shakes... The whole friggin stress order~. I didn't sleep last night... And for once, it wasn't cuz I tossed and turned~. I couldn't even lie down~. Yes, my thoughts were that evil to me. -_- But now I have somewhat clear thoughts~. I WILL continue my classes. Especially with my japanese midterm this coming week. Yeah. Like I can afford to skip out on that cuz money grubbers can't live without what would be pocket change to them~. *reigns in sudden bout of animosity*

Kay. Nuff ranting. I need to go work on homework, call up friends to see if I can bum offa their rooms for a few days, and... pack?? I guess I could do my laundry... Heh. ^^ But what will I REALLY do when I leave this puter screen? Read smutty fanfic~. Seriously... There's this one my friend sent me~. My friend from down here~. She sent it to me a few months ago; said that it was really good~. I finally got to start reading it the other night. OMG. It's friggin great~. One of those ones that keeps you on the edge of your seat~. I mean... It's got the smut, but it's not thick... It's probably mostly just drama~. But I like drama~! The smut just gives it a... harder edge~. XD

Kay. Nuff silly jokes~. Off to work~. *cough*play*cough* ^^

5:49pm: *not amused*
I've had it with this fucking school. -_- They can all rot and burn in hell for all I care. That doesn't even come close to what I wish for them at this point~.

Yes, granted, I haven't given any payments to them yet. But dammit, I come home and find this fucking letter saying that they've gone ahead and canceled my registration for this semester's classes. The letter said that I needed to respond by a certain date. Yeah. They sent the letter out on March 27th. When did charie need to respond by? The fucking 28th. WTF?! You're all a bunch of money grubbing cock liking cum sucking bastards~!!! I hate this fucking school, I hate this fucking school, I hate this fucking school, I hate this fucking school... *seethes*

So what the hell am I supposed to do? In the letter, it said that if I didn't respond by the date, then they'd change the locks on my door and the keypad. AND I'll be charged another fucking fee. I don't even know if they tried to send any letters before this one... Honestly, they sent them here. I'M upstate. Wouldn't that generally send a little click in someone's brain that MAYBE I won't be able to respond because MAYBE I'm NOT FUCKING THERE?! So now I'm probably in even more debt cuz those things cost hundreds of dollars~. I hate this fucking school... -_- There is no wrath greater than this one. To half quote a good line... I'd kill anyone for any given money, but them--I'd kill for free~.

So now I'm waiting on a response that won't come~. Because the office is undoubtedly closed by now~. I don't even know if they're open on saturdays... -_-

Dear god... I need a fucking drink...